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I just can't find the word

A heartbreaking news.
I am gonna speak the so called alien language but you might find this interesting bear with me .
Popcorns?
I never really like you maybe i did a little when we first get to know each other and then you become cold and i cam longer stand getting near you . Everytime i catch a glimpse of you my inner self went berserk . Always make me wonder what actually happen ? where did i go wrong that makes you decided me differently ? things became really awkward and silence has slowly walking in replacing every corner of laughter we used to have erasing every smile we used to draw .
Quite a number of times i did try to fix whatever left of US but never once fixed . The pieces just won't stick the cracks just won't heal . I get hurt in the process of trying and eventually i did nothing but exacerbating what's already broken . I drenched deep in sadness that i've created .
The distance just got bigger as time passes by and i began to withdraw my footsteps that leads me to you turning 180 degree . Step by step i started to walk away aimlessly blinded by my tears . I develop hatred against you . Well probably that is by far the right thing to do . Atleast we had fun while it lasted right ? Cheers 
Im tired being there for you all the time while you are reaching out of for me only when you needed me . Im tired of feeling like crap . Seriously Hehe So now im learning through all the pain . Slowly but still learning I shall not show my love and care easily to people an-ever-more . I will stop saying stuff I will stop doing stuff .
I know you've been trying to break my silence but here im trying to keep the silence . I hope it grows . Yasser get well soon sayang . I am trying to make studying in interesting for me haihhh . So i babbled here i might bla bla bla more often afterwards . I was just being random 

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 My life My choices My problem My mistake My lesson Not your business Mind your own problem before you talk mine.

Perfect Friends .

The feeling that for both of you. I can't explain I swear you're everything i need that won't change.
 
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