Farewell that come uninvited
Each step of his breaks my heart Each time he turned around and wave breaks my heart Losing sight of him breaks my heart even more. I cried yesterday Alot. Now even i should stop crying pray for him instead. I hope Allah will always help him when in need. I hope He'll put him at ease. I was never good at saying good bye. Never and never will be. I stare blankly at the white wall and the spinning fan. I'm drowned by my own emotions trying to lyse my thoughts into words. Still digesting thinking of what to say how to react how to smile. Presence of someone/some people by our side often make us oblivious of how important they are in our life.
Yasser Mohd Asri I don't quite know exactly what i feel right at this moment. I mean yes he irratates me teases me and sometimes he even annoys the crap out of me but when he's not here in future to come things aren't going to be the same anymore. I know it won't It feel like a puzzle with only 1 missing pieces small but without that piece the picture won't be complete. I somehow still feel reluctant to let you go. I vow not to cry seeing him walking towards inside the car or atleast i'll try not to. I want him remember how i smiled. Once he crossed the line and that's it. There he goes reaching the turning point of his life a step closer in making his dreams came true a step closer to achieve everything that he has been patiently waiting for.
Bila tadi geledah semua benda apa yang ada dalam bilik. Jumpa banyak sangat benda. Mana mane tempat ada je nama awak ada je kenangan kita. Baju yar baju awak buku yar gambar awak tulisan awak nametag awak. Rantai tu bunga tu. Semua yang awak bagi semua yang kita share beli sama. Semua benda ace. Ya Allah rindunya rindu sangat. Bila tengok adik awak Eman dengan Raihan dekat sekolah kan yar rasa macam haih kalau lah awak pun ada sekali. Taklah asyik tengok bayang bayang awak je dekat Kgv sana. Yar asyik teringat awak je malam ni. Mesti awak pun kan? Balik cepat eh sayang please. Changes is invitable it always is. But insyaAllah eventually everything is going to be okay. Even thought it might not be easy as it seemed it will. With hardship comes ease right
See you see these little thing that you did for me and things that we shared back then keeps coming back. Reminiscing every joy and laughter we used to have. The silly fight we've gone through. Thank you Yasser. Seriously thank for everything from the beginning until forever after. I hope the distance will never drift us apart. I hope this distance will be one of the reason for us to appreciate each other existence's better. You're going to miss me yelling at you kan ? The way air in mouth articulates forming the sound of your name the way i can counter you back when you teases me the cute facial expressions that i always did the times i'm mad at you those time when i will randomly ask you wheter you love me or not and everything that i did. Even the way i smile with my small eyes.
I know sooner or later you'll read this. This is like a letter that was written by me but never did arrive at your doorstep it's kinda like words that i can't quite say directly to you. Take care Ace take a really good care of yourself. All the best in pursing your dreams. Know that you will always be in my prayer and may Allah bless you always. No matter where you are whenever you are and whatever you do. I hope he will put you at ease.
Au revoir mon amie. Till we meet again next time
