It took me few days to have the guts to talk about this . A part of me don't wanna say about this but another part of me said i should . Even though it may sound stupid but i really want you to know . You are indeed the best thing that ever happend to me . I mean it . No matter how much you heart me no matter how much i tried to hate you this stubborn me still won't let me do that no matter what . My heart still want to keep you in deepest core protect every inch of you with its fragile coating . I should known that you get easily when we fight . I should know but still i create a fight out of my understanding of your busy . I know that not understood does nothing much Its just killing me but i guess that's me . i mean ME
No don't get me wrong . Im not writing this to gain your sympathy . Im sorry don't understand you I just don't know how to . I tried For god's sake i did try but maybe it's not enough . After all the good and bad moments we've been through together i hope i did change you into a better person . I hope that one day in the middle of nowhere you remember me as someone who taught you something meaningful in life . You introduced me to myself You open my eyes to things that i can never see by my own self loving someone through their imperfections . You're such a beautiful human being and thank god for lending you to me . You injected happiness in my plain boring life .
Remember the thing i said right before this ? ' Kalau ada jodoh ada lah . Kalau takde ada yang lebih baik untuk awak dan ada yang lebih baik untuk yar '
I always know that you deserve someone better Someone who's more beautifully created than me . This is definitely be hard but im strong girl remember ? I can go through this even though slowly . I will it takes time . Awak yar kan cuba faham betapa ketatnya rules maktab awak betapa penatnya awak dekat sana betapa susahnya awak nak berjaya dekat sana . I'm holding tight to what i said . Everything for a reason kan ? Good thing fall apart so that better thing can fall together .
In my absence I hope you take a really good care of yourself . Don't push yourself too hard don't sleep too late at night or else you'll end up tired in the next morning . Don't get sick but if you do don't forget to take your medicine . Don't forget to eat and eat healthy food also okay . Study well because you know your parents's counting on you . Don't stress too much . Hold on what makes you happy keep up with your interest . Plan how to spend your money well don't get into trouble . Thank you for every awaking moments together For everything that you have done for me scarife me or try to changes me.
Truth is no one really cared about you or give a damn about you or try to understand that you're going through . No one In the end it just you who care and understand about yourself . Because no one else would . I am fine btw not totally but in a way . I never thought i was this strong . Never i guess i underestimate myself . Maybe all of us did.
Tuhan aku tahu kau sedang uji hati aku . Kau sedang uji mental aku . Aku tahu kau uji sebab kau sayang aku kan ? Hati aku tahu kau kuat Aku tahu kau tabah , Tuhan uji sikit je tu sabar ya ? Kau sayang aku kan sabar sikit ke . Kita boleh punya . Tuhan takkan uji kalau dia tahu hamba dia tak mampu kan ?
Quoted : Apabila seorang perempuan mengatakan dia sedang bersedih, tetapi dia tidak menitikkan airmata, itu bererti bahawa dia sedang menangis di dalam hatinya. Apabila dia tidak menghiraukan kamu setelah kamu menyakiti hatinya, lebih baik kamu beri dia waktu untuk menenangkan hatinya sebelum kamu meminta maaf. Dan wanita selalu sulit untuk mencari sesuatu yang dia benci tentang orang yang paling dia sayang.
If you love someone very badly let it go . If it's yours in the first place it will come back to you. And if it doesn't it's not yours to begin with.
No don't get me wrong . Im not writing this to gain your sympathy . Im sorry don't understand you I just don't know how to . I tried For god's sake i did try but maybe it's not enough . After all the good and bad moments we've been through together i hope i did change you into a better person . I hope that one day in the middle of nowhere you remember me as someone who taught you something meaningful in life . You introduced me to myself You open my eyes to things that i can never see by my own self loving someone through their imperfections . You're such a beautiful human being and thank god for lending you to me . You injected happiness in my plain boring life .
Remember the thing i said right before this ? ' Kalau ada jodoh ada lah . Kalau takde ada yang lebih baik untuk awak dan ada yang lebih baik untuk yar '
I always know that you deserve someone better Someone who's more beautifully created than me . This is definitely be hard but im strong girl remember ? I can go through this even though slowly . I will it takes time . Awak yar kan cuba faham betapa ketatnya rules maktab awak betapa penatnya awak dekat sana betapa susahnya awak nak berjaya dekat sana . I'm holding tight to what i said . Everything for a reason kan ? Good thing fall apart so that better thing can fall together .
In my absence I hope you take a really good care of yourself . Don't push yourself too hard don't sleep too late at night or else you'll end up tired in the next morning . Don't get sick but if you do don't forget to take your medicine . Don't forget to eat and eat healthy food also okay . Study well because you know your parents's counting on you . Don't stress too much . Hold on what makes you happy keep up with your interest . Plan how to spend your money well don't get into trouble . Thank you for every awaking moments together For everything that you have done for me scarife me or try to changes me.
Truth is no one really cared about you or give a damn about you or try to understand that you're going through . No one In the end it just you who care and understand about yourself . Because no one else would . I am fine btw not totally but in a way . I never thought i was this strong . Never i guess i underestimate myself . Maybe all of us did.
Tuhan aku tahu kau sedang uji hati aku . Kau sedang uji mental aku . Aku tahu kau uji sebab kau sayang aku kan ? Hati aku tahu kau kuat Aku tahu kau tabah , Tuhan uji sikit je tu sabar ya ? Kau sayang aku kan sabar sikit ke . Kita boleh punya . Tuhan takkan uji kalau dia tahu hamba dia tak mampu kan ?
Quoted : Apabila seorang perempuan mengatakan dia sedang bersedih, tetapi dia tidak menitikkan airmata, itu bererti bahawa dia sedang menangis di dalam hatinya. Apabila dia tidak menghiraukan kamu setelah kamu menyakiti hatinya, lebih baik kamu beri dia waktu untuk menenangkan hatinya sebelum kamu meminta maaf. Dan wanita selalu sulit untuk mencari sesuatu yang dia benci tentang orang yang paling dia sayang.
If you love someone very badly let it go . If it's yours in the first place it will come back to you. And if it doesn't it's not yours to begin with.
